At the end of the day, when lights go off, I am standing still at a room's corner and breathe in - breathe out the air. "This is me... this is totally me", keep saying to myself.
Lately, I've got a business to run. Trying to avoid, mistakes that cost a fortune... and people can get really mean when they want to.
I'm tired. Actually the word I'm looking for is "exhausted", physically exhausted, but mostly emotionally.
Don't know why I've grown up thinking that every step in a woman's life is so easily attainable. Having a fiance, later on a family, a couple of kids, a satisfying job full of prospects...
...in other words being a mature person, full of responsibilities, but still having time to lead a fabulous/f****** life.
You wanted to put a wedding ring on my finger. I said no. As it seems, I'm not that woman destined to be captured by you and give birth to your children. Your eyes got wet. I felt a deep sorrow in my heart that a nice "girl" cannot fall in love with a nice "boy" after all, but for a vagabond.
Yesterday was one of those Saturday evenings that can't make you a captive in a box.
Yesterday was a Saturday evening and I was craving to put sparkles on my eyes.
And guess what...
I did it!
Μουσική επιλογή: Gloriana ~ Can't Shake You
